ButterflyxAngel

wii play re4

2009-06-01T21:28:00.000-07:00

long time no blog. this past week as well as the past other weeks was really chaotic with work. and its quite ironic how i used the weekend to plan an even bigger agenda. i've been slowly getting back into a gaming rotation which was lacking for a while. granted, work has been a bit more demanding than usual since they've made me into a full-time. anyway, the purpose of this blog is to just let everyone know that i'm doing well and still alive. dispite my lack of video making on youtube which i still need to work on that shadow of the colossus glitch video. but hey, i'll do my best to get it done when i have the time to. wellps i managed to finish re4 the wii edition a few weeks ago and man i gotta say, its pretty damn sweet playing through the game again. although the wii version for it was abit easier than how it was for the ps2. but overall, the game still kicks ass. i also got to finish seperate ways and assignment ada so i could unlock the costumes for leon and ashley as well as unlock the chicago typewriter.

also i was surprised by the large amount of magnum ammo i was getting for my broken butterfly. i was like "holy shit" just seriously, when have i ever got that massive amount when i played on the ps2, right, never. which was why pretty much near the end of the game, i was nearing to almost 60 magnum ammo. here take a look for yourself:

yeah i know, i'm pretty big on saving important ammo. not to mention a organizer freak, ha.i've also finished mercenaries and getting all 5 stars for all 5 characters to unlock the handcannon. and i gotta say i did pretty good as hunk again and got a nice score and a good amount of max kills than from my previous mercenaries video i did wayyy back before on the ps2. but heres a still shot of my score on the wii edition for hunk:not too shabby. but like i said, the wii edition for this made it way easier. but i guess those who have played re4 wii edition would say the same thing too. but still yet, its the same game just as for the gamecube and just as for the ps2 that everyone knows and loves. and i know i fucking do. and i haven't been able to get my hands on trying re5 yet. but i would still think re4 is the best in my book.

i'm playing through pro mode now to get the prl 412 as the last weapon i unlock and i'll be pretty much dunzo with the game. but my thoughts on this version, is that with the whole aiming reticle on your wii mote with easy access to target enemies with a simple red sensor and light vibration to notify when to shoot, that pretty much made the game easy as pie. at first, it was hard for me to get used to the controls with the nunchuck and wii mote considering i'm used to the ps2 controls. but that didn't change the feel of the game and just that controls were pretty much the only change they did. no biggie.

however, clearly capcom was aware that the controls would take a moment to get used to as bosses are not nearly as tough as they were in the other versions of the game. i mean anyone who mastered the gamecube or ps2 even myself will find the wii version to be fairly easy. in fact, it even feels as though the difficulty has been taken down a notch. also i was kinda dissapointed that the wii version has no additional extras. i mean yeah it includes all the extras of the ps2 version at least, but it's a little disappointing that aside from the wii controls, that capcom didn't put in any other extras exclusive just for the wii. bahh. but the game sounds about the same as it did. in terms of technological aspects of the game, its a direct port here. all the voice acting and dialog is the same, and it still sounds good.

the only really major problem with the resident evil 4: wii edition is simple: its another port. the controls here work well, though, but it's the fact that this is the fourth time the game has been released. in all honesty, how many people haven't played the game yet that want to? even with the fantastic wii controls and affordable price it's going to be hard to tell those who own the gamecube or ps2 (such as myself) to get this one. but purely i got it because thats how much i love re4 so much aha that i just had to try it for the wii. aha. but thats just me and how i feel. so i got it. i mean even if the wii controls make the game a completely different experience, it's still the same game.

its the fourth version of resident evil 4. and if you've already got the ps2 or gamecube version of the game you'll have to ask yourself if the wii controls really justify another buy. its a completely different experience, but what it really boils down to is that is it STILL the same game you got back in 05. and still one of the greatest. so all in all, "shoot them in the head" hell fucking yeah.

project trico

2009-05-20T15:06:00.000-07:00

holy hell. looks fucking awesome. fumito ueda is the best.

shadow of the colossus...the movie!?!

2009-05-10T03:44:00.001-07:00

to consider me recently finishing my shadow of the colossus boss battles playthrough. let alone the review i wrote about in this blog crowning this game to be the greatest games of 08. just abit earlier tonight i came to find out this.

i read about this earlier on joblo.com.

yeah this won't turn out to be good.

and i just had to rant about this.

now, i would love a shadow of the colossus movie if, and only IF it was done right. but making shadow of the colossus into a movie would be a delicate subject at best, considering the scenario during the course of the game. whereas this is also not even considering the thought that would have to go into the art style and nature of how it would all be presented. but i mean come on now. the writer is a fucking joke. what the hell would he have to write about? a whole script full of descriptions and that's it!?! there was little to no dialogue in this game. very VERY little speaking and i believe that would have to carry the movie. so pretty much what that guy would be writing in this screen play is "ARO!" and loud groaning sounds. otherwise, i really don't think this movie should happen. its just too epic in scale to bring to life. and when it does come to life, i believe all we will be watching is just 90 mins of silent arrow slinging...woo, greatest movie ever...not.

ALSO, i remember the game being very emotional, not because of the story though. the story was the game, so to speak. that's the thing that these people trying to make it don't understand. it was highly emotional because it was you making all those adventurous and sad things happen. it was you who was journeying through vast landscapes and slaughtering incredibly massive and rare creatures into extinction. watching that happen in a movie will just look fucked up and boring. are they stupid!?! how can they screw up such a cinematic game with the changing of the whole tone?

now, i don't want to get ahead of myself because we all haven't seen any footage yet, but it seems so ridiculous to do this. its like they just wanted to make a lord of the rings type movie and decided to slap on the shadow license. that would be a pretty fast step in the wrong direction. so if this is anything like street fighter: the legend of chun li, then they would have to stop this. it will be horrible. and i don't really know how they could make this into a film in any way really. if anything, it would take a really creative director who could somehow translate what the game does onto the movie screen. unless fumito ueda himself directs it. that would be the best person to make this movie happen. but honestly, do these game developers not read the reviews of the other game movies!?!

*sigh* wow...just wow. bad drugs must be rampant through the upper crust of hollywood. maybe someone'll sober up long enough before this goes far. but in my opinion, i prefer them to not ruin such a beautiful masterpiece of a game. because all the movie will be is a cheap imitation. and there is no way this movie could have the same emotional impact as the game. completely unnecessary.

ughhh...this is so stupid. i'm angry, tired, and now i'm going to go to bed.

goodnight.

star crossed lovers

2009-04-29T18:30:00.000-07:00

i love this question...

you know how private i am of my personal life and this exercise along with this blog should really help me open up i guess. but i saw this statement in the comments that i just have to address. it went along the lines of "i don't see how two people on opposites of the world can be in a relationship." you know what its not something that everyone can see, because being in a long distance relationship is really difficult. its wanting and needing and longing and waiting and its so much waiting..and it never goes away. but you learn to be really appreciative of what you do have when you are together. its the most beautiful and open relationship you can possibly be in. because its based completely on love. it has to be more than a physical connection cause you go months without seeing each other. and being able to sacrifice the ease of just going over to their house when you feel like seeing them or picking up the phone when you feel like calling them. it means that you make all these sacrifices for one person because you know that their worth it. and you have to be really committed to the other person to be able to push away all the easy options. but at the end of the day its completely worth it. its a personal choice, its not about the distance. its about, asking yourself what you would do if you knew the person that you were meant to be with was in the other side of the world? would you trade in true love for convenience? could you go through life knowing that your story isn't complete because your happily ever after resides with someone else?...

...love takes courage. and i already have the most wonderful boy in the world who completes me.

and here i take my leave with a song that explains how he makes me feel:

"You walked into my life so unexpectedly but i'm glad you did because I dont' recall ever being so happy before -emmie

i hate waking up at 5:30 am. i'm no early bird.

2009-04-28T02:29:00.000-07:00

i'm so freakin' tiiiiiiirreeedddd. i swear my job makes me work more and sleep less. or just that maybe i HATE waking up so damn early in the morning. ugh. i swear, i have been falling asleep in front of my laptop a lot of times now and by the time my alarm goes off to wake me up to go to work. the first thing i see is my laptop in "sleep mode" which then i remembered that i had forgotten to shut it off and unplug everything and place it back on my desk. and speaking of the devil...it happened again just 15 mins before typing this blog that i had fallen asleep in front of it once again. wahh. and now..once again!? a few split seconds of typing this entry. but this time, with my fingers on the keypad lol. gosh...

also, i was doing abit of recording earlier to capture some footage for my shadow of the colossus unlocked special weapons for normal mode video. but because i'm too darn tired and lazy, i stopped abit tonight just half way through DX. and it got me thinking, that i hope i'm not TOO tired to take long to finish this. but i will finish it. anywho..i'm tired as hell so i think sleep is in order.

goodnight. xx. ZzzzzZzz...

shadow of the awesome

2009-04-25T01:40:00.001-07:00

well, i finally finished my shadow of the colossus boss battles playthrough (thank god) after finding the time to finally edit the 16th colossus. its still one the greatest games to play on my playstation 2, aside from resident evil 4 and devil may cry 3. but dispite the playthrough being done, i still have my plans to do the glitches i caught during my recordings and also showing the unlockable special weapons which i have already done many many months ago after finishing the game on normal and hard mode. and yes that includes the time attack mode for both to acheive them. but even today, the epicness is still kick ass.

but for everything outside youtube and gaming, i've just been busy with work, work, and...work. which is really taking up my time to making videos. because when i get home, i'm either 1. tired as fucking hell 2. lazy and 3. just wanting to spend time with my bf. so usually i've been jugging out the spare time to fit in myself to getting videos and such done as soon as i can. or at least for those who care to watch them of course. but yeah.

i've been wanting so bad to play some of the new games that came out only for the next gen consoles that i REALLY wanted to play (damn you ps3 and xbox360) and that includes, re5 (duh), devil may cry 4, silent hill 5, call of duty 4, left 4 dead. and not to mention other games i've been wanting to play like F.E.A.R. 2 and fallout 3 (because of aaron's walkthroughs making it look so awesome that i wanted to try them out myself :D) and not to mention dissidia and resident evil darkside chronicles which i'm totally bummed that that game won't come out til december...augh!!..but damn...i should stop it now x.x..because this is making me even more tempted to buy a next gen console. but i have to keep myself stabled and under control because when i bought my wii i told myself "ok emms, no buying another console" but ahhh!! its so hard when the games you really wanna play are either on a ps3 or xbox360...*raises fists in the air*

But AS I WAS SAYING,

life has been in its ups and downs lately, but overall it was worth the ride. but yush i believe i must end this blog entry now and i leave with the enthralling parting words of, "MUST WANT RE5!!!"

goodnight kidlets, may the farce be with you!

re5 and nilla weskers

2009-04-23T02:09:00.000-07:00

well. i finished watching my boyfriend's playthrough of re5 a few weeks back (yes, watching. on youtube. because i am too lame/poor to actually own a next gen console and therefore am incapable of playing it for myself because of that.)

and now that i think of it, i noticed something. resident evil characters after 10 years looking all buff and all. just holy SMOCKES. please stop with the steriods!!! D: buwhaha. jk. but i did see the re degeneration movie awhile back and well, of course leon got all through and stuff so i'm all, WTF is happening to all re (male) characters! but anywho, over all and all, i must say, my one opinion remains unchanged.

wesker's teeth ar still awesome.

and ohhh, speaking of wesker. i would like to show a recent conversation that i had with my love that me guffaw like dead baby jokes make me guffaw:

luis: i have nilla wafers
emmie: I never ate those in a long time
emmie: :3-
luis: heee~
emmie: heeee~
luis: there especially good with milk
emmie: :333 sounds nommy
luis: =3-
emmie: :3-
luis: *hops on your belly*
emmie: hehehehee
emmie: *pets you* :3-
luis: *purs and gives you a nilla wesker*
emmie: LMAOOOO
emmie: Nilla wesker? xDDDD
emmie: XDDDDDD!!!
luis: >>>>>>>>>.......<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<,
emmie: LMAO XD
luis: >>>>>>>>>>>>.............<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<,
luis: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>......<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
emmie: omg I cannot stop laughing xDDD LMAOOO
emmie: ROFLLLL XD
emmie: a nilla wesker XDD LMAO!

hee hee, haw haw. your so awesome my hun.

i need shuteye. ciao lovelies.
xx

what i live for...

2009-04-21T04:06:00.000-07:00

i could stay up all night watching him sleep.
i couldn't live a day without him.

i love you my darling. <3

my valentine bunny

2009-02-14T16:01:00.000-08:00

my boyfriend has changed my life in so many ways and i can't be any happier. he is my match, my world, my everyyything. i really can't stand being away from him for more than a couple hours until i miss him and want to hear and see his beautiful face and voice again. he is the only person who takes my breath away, who makes my heart skip, and who brings me butterflies. it is so hard for me to explain what this feels like, but i wish you could understand and feel the way i do.

everybody searches for that ONE person they need complete their life; the one person that makes everything just seem right; the one person you wake up for every morning knowing they love you back. you know its love when you can't stop talking about him or her to your friends or even your parents. and you definitely know its love when you would give up the world for them. there is few people who have found that special person, luckily i'm one of them. i am the happiest i have ever been, ever. i am so caught up in the moment, and i don't want it to be too good to be true. i don't want this feeling to end. everyday he reassures me that we WILL be together forever. he never doubts it for a second, so, i dont worry. everything he says, and everything he does. just makes me fall harder in love. when i'm with him, i can't stop smiling. i'm so head over heels for this boy. and not only is he the most gorgeous person i have ever laid my eyes on. but he has the best personality any guy could ever offer. he writes me amazing cute poems and does his best to make me laugh and smile. he is the sweetest guy, and he supports everything i do or say. theres finally someone who loves me..for me. and i love him more than ANY combination of words could ever explain.

i've truly been blessed with the most perfect boy in the universe. seriously, give me a description of the most perfect guy, he would pass EVERYTHING. i tell him almost everyday, but i am the luckiest girl alive. there isn't a moment i don't love him or think about him. not even when im sleeping. :3 he is the man of my dreams and i love every moment i have with him. i love the fact that we talk to each other late at night and watch movies together until the sun rises, or when we play silly games and call each other cute pet names ahaha. i love that he always tells his family, his friends, and everyone, how much he's in love with me. i remember the night luis first told me he loved me, it made my heart stop. i appreciate everything in life so much more now. i really want to help someone find their significant other because i want people to have this feeling all the time. it would make the world such a better place.

I love you luis landrian, forever and ever my darling
happy valentine's day

greatest game of 2008

2008-12-27T15:46:00.000-08:00

Shadow of the Colossus

I love this game, its beautiful. And honestly, I would have to say Shadow of the Colossus was by far the GREATEST game I could ever play this year for 2008. You are losing if you've never played it. I just love its desincarnate atmosphere, like you're the only human being on earth. And it's so poetic! Also, the colossus are just amazing, and every time you face one, your adrenalin is skyrocketing, both from fear and respect. Oh, and I hated the ending so damn much. I was beyond moved at the conclusion of the game that I cried about it for over a week. Like, I did. I weeped. I writhed. I clawed my controller and held it to my mouth and chewed it until it left marks. GAH! But still, it's the best game ever.

For those who have no idea what Shadow of the Colossus is, well below is a short description:

Shadow of the Colossus is an epic game released on the Playstation 2 format and features sixteen gigantic creatures known as the Colossi. The main character who we know nothing of is given the mission to kill each of these creatures one by one and in return the mysterious voice known as Dormin will revive the young lady that rests on the altar. The game itself is simple...With the sword in his hand you are able to shine it to find where each Colossi is and then ride on your horse all the way through an epic land that to be honest is so beautiful to look at. I won’t spoil the ending for you but as Dormin said...“The price for killing the Colossi will be great”.

The game is awesome in scope and ambition, and flawless in atmosphere and execution. I love the reverse cinematics that make your character flail like an obstinate puppet when the colossi try to shake him off. I am very impressed with everything in this game.

What I didn't expect, though, is how sad I feel after killing each giant. There they are, minding their own business, and here I come and murder them. The fact that it is a game of bosses also personalises the enemies (as opposed to Quake, where the adversaries are nondescript clones). In this respect Colossus is a rare achievement: a game that not only shakes your limbic system, but that manages to reach into your shoulders and tickle your moral sense as well.

This was such an insane time vortex, I can't even begin to tell you how many hours I spent on this...Shadow of the Colossus is this crazy, simple PS2 game that totally obsesses me. You can just ride around on a horse for hours in this imaginary world. I find it oddly soothing and fascinating. My ultimate obsession became finding this secret garden somewhere on the giant temple which is the center of the game. And today I did it:

Also the soundtrack/music to his game is absolutely phenomenal. Kow Otani is a genius. The music is extremely rich in texture, and is filled with powerful emotions, heart breaking pathos, and an epic sense of purpose. This is a beautiful, serene album of gentle melodies and other-wordly atmosphere. After playing the game through to just have that good amount of stamina to just to be able to climb up the that darned "secret garden" (gamers will know which bit I am talking about!), the music was firmly imprinted on my mind. The chill, ethereal opening theme is probably my favorite. It effortlessly takes you off to the wasteland of the game and fills your head with memories of swooping birds, icy winds and wide open landscapes. Take a listen to it yourself, and you'll understand what I mean:

At any rate, I really don't spend much time playing games because of my busy schedules with college and work, but Shadow of the Colossus was and is a notable exception. I wonder if the entire game experience that the designers brought us can ever be outdone. I myself can't really speak Japanese, but if I could I would hope that at some point in time I could have the chance to meet Ueda or one of the designers, and thank them for the countless months and even years of effort it must have taken to bring us this game.

Kenji Kaido, producer of the game, and Fumito Ueda, lead designer of the game:

I agree, there is definitely a melancholy sense that one feels after killing each colossus. The dirge-like music of course heightens that feeling. The first time, it's sort of an exhilarating feeling to climb the colossus and to finally topple it through numerous stabs; but there are a few of those colossi, in particular the lumbering aquatic colossus in the valley or the flying serpent, that don't necessarily pose a threat and pose some "moral" questions. Of course, if you have played the entire game, you will see how the story and moral arc develops and climaxes at the end. And as we play the part of Wander, we of course feel his frustration at the need to revive the girl Mono, as well as the ever-increasing burden that Wander faces as he meets each foe.

So my overall thought of why I consider this game to be one of the greatest games I ever played this year. To those who have played it themselves would definitely agree to this as much as I do—Shadow of the Colossus is an astounding creation. I assume we are talking about a game here that takes three or four years to completely develop, perhaps more if we include the time that Ueda took to incubate those ideas. But to consider the epic boss battles, breathtaking landscapes, cinematic music, and a suspenseful storyline, this game is truly one of the greatest of the greatest. the end.

also the ending that it should have truly deserved:

He is risking everything - his life, his honor, his acceptance by his village's people - to bring this girl back to life. He must love her very deeply.
Therefore, love conquers all.

the greatest christmas gift a man could receive from a woman

2008-12-25T19:36:00.001-08:00

PS3

I managed to get my boyfriend what he wanted for Christmas which was a PS3. And because I love him so so much, I managed to get him a few games to go along with it. Along with the other gifts I've managed to get for his family as well as for my own family and friends. For me, I personally love the gift of giving. Mainly because its who I am. But also because I love to make people happy. And Luis is the main person of which I wanted to make this Christmas a special and happy one for him. And as of yesterday being our 6 month anniversary it makes me think of how I am so truly blessed with the most perfect boy in the universe. Seriously, give me a description of the most perfect guy, he would pass EVERYTHING. I loves you my Bunny~

But yush anywho, I managed to get everyone what they wanted for Christmas. So Christmas shopping for me was pretty much a breeze. Except the fact when I had to get my Secret Santa gift for my co-worker. Which I've asked one of them to ask her what she wanted for her gift. Which was some gas certificate for of course, gas. So me being a bit skeptical about making the decision to get her that for her gift. I just got it anyway without giving myself too much thought or hesitation of getting another gift she might have wanted. But in the end resluts she actually loved it, huzzah! Victoly.

So a very Merry Christmas to my darling Luis and also to his family and also to my friends here on YouTube and well, to everyone! woo. I hope everyone has gotten what they wanted for Christmas and uh you all have better been nice...or else!...*shot*

merry christmas, kidlets! i hope you all have a safe & wonderful holiday season with your familoids & friends!

p.s. Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.

i'm a big girl now

2008-12-17T00:59:00.000-08:00

a brief convo with my real life friend

my first day of twentytwodom is drawing to a close & i haven't had the chance to spill & sputter & shout the thank yous that are so rightly deserved.

i truly thank everyone who made my day incredibly special. thank you. please allow me to show the next few seconds of your time to just annouce how thrilled i am to have this man in my life and to scratch the surface of why i had a magnificent birthday.
luis' fantasmically wonderfulmclarge video!
I wuvs you my snuggle bunny<3

also a trillion thank you's to everyone who have contributed & made amazing birthday wishes in their videos. words can't express how thrilled i am to be surrounded by all of you & in possession of friendship (or whatever form of kinship) i haven't been able to personalise thank you messages yet, but just know that the will is there, but the flesh is always weak. WEAK, i say. but on the serious note again, thank you to all of you who made my birthday season so thrilling!

love,

emmie (BxA)

dear emmie,

2008-12-07T23:57:00.000-08:00

if i wrote a letter to myself.

i'd say "don't forget ambition, little girl. cause dreams are the only thing you can hold in your hands without strain"

"fiction is always more charming than truth. i'd write myself as the villain, the heroine; cause subject, verb and object speak volumes for you.

we forget hopes like the secrets we hold, on the sand when the tides got to wash away. i tell myself that they shifted, respected, is all they need, all we need."

"someday the rain will stop. and clarity will kiss you on the forehead. open eyes and consciousness sing sighs again."

my motto: what does not kill me will only make me stronger ~

zzzz

2008-12-07T18:16:00.003-08:00

how did i ever survive without 4 day weekends? seriously.

so i tried to make a video tonight and got myself into one of those spiraling internal arguments that ends with deleting files, but needing to acknowledge that i deleted them and why to justify the action. this has happened regularly since i acquired a webcam and sometimes you just really need a break from staying up all night to write an essay to take photos of yourself dancing in front of your mirror.

inspiration, where art thou

2008-12-07T01:03:00.000-08:00

The butterfly flies in the blue sky & makes everyone smile who sees her go by.

subscription

2008-12-06T18:27:00.000-08:00

okay, today i got a message from some guy being all "please subscribe to me! and i'll subscribe back!" and these messages always annoy me yet amuses me because of anonymous people feel the need to message me to ask to subscribe to them and if i didn't they wouldn't either, as if i might be personally hurt or devastated. i just think its hilarious what a "subscription" means to people these days. i sub soley to channels that i watch because the subscription feed on my youtube homepage is easy to follow. it tells me when my favorite channels put up new contect. the end. the fact that someone would unsubscribe from someone purely because they have a lot of subscribers and don't "deserve" it, is just hilarious - why sub in the first place? and i love the notions that channels with very few subs are more worthy of your precious subscription. i love that! the fact is, the most channels with well-produced content or content that appeals to the masses, are or will have a large audience/subscriber base and those that don't will not. subscribe to stuff you enjoy, whatever.

in loving memory

2008-11-25T02:49:00.001-08:00

~chibi::midnight::bones~

want re5.

2008-11-25T01:59:00.001-08:00

i want this game.

no - i need this game.

sadly enough i'm unable to obtain it because 1: i do not own a xbox360 nor a ps3. and 2: it doesn't come out until march 09 so therefore by then I still won't have...an xbox360 or a ps3. but this is by far the most anticipating game i can't wait for to come out. aside from silent hill homecoming which has already been released. and as much as i want to play that, of course i can't, because 1: i do not own a...*shot*...

but because of myself being a huge resident evil fan ever since i was obsessed with re4 last year. i've become so hooked into this one just to see how successful this one might become. and watching abit of the trailers and a few gameplay footage of the game, i gotta say the graphics in it is amazing. but as it all comes down, its the actual playing of the game that counts. so one word i shall use to end this...waaaaaaaaaaaaant.

woot woot

2008-11-24T01:47:00.000-08:00

progresss!! im finishing up assignments because i kick ass. the past two weeks have been a whirlwind of college & work. and now i'm finally finishing up this damned feature article & i want all one thousand five hundred words done before my head hits the pillow tonight. and considering thanksgiving is this week, that means the holidays are coming up really soon. and i've been late trying to get christmas presents. so now i'm having to wait til they get shipped in. bahhhh! and oh my lord. ten forty four p.m. and class starts at eight thirty a.m. tomorrow. i neeed to finish this article NOW.

fly like a bird

2008-11-13T19:57:00.000-08:00

a stillshot from a video i made yesterday:

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart"

my boyfriend is so cute

2008-11-10T20:41:00.001-08:00

and yush, i've censored out part of our usernames, har har.

THIS IS MADNESS!

2008-11-10T18:36:00.000-08:00

okay, so apparently we have a radio that plays music that we listen to at my job.
and so as i was minding my own business and concentrating on getting the task done, when i suddenly hear this familar song which is a rape to everyone's ears...

i was radio rick rolled...*left eye twitches*

...depend on me...

2008-11-10T02:31:00.000-08:00

"a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart."

if you ever need a friend, or someone to talk to,
remember there will never be a day, that I won't be here for you.
if you needed a hand to hold yours, for support through a troubled time,
i want you to never forget, that you can hold mine.
if you were feeling lonely and depressed, and wearing a frown on your face,
i'd give you my smile, to take your frown's place.
if you were to lose contact with love, and your heart was torn apart,
i'd give you my love, to mend your broken heart.
if you need anything, for whatever it may be,
i want you to always remember, you can depend on me.

-for a very special friend-

hai.

2008-11-09T02:40:00.001-08:00

HELLO NEW BLOG!

uhhh, i am trying my hand at this "blogger" business and WOW I HAVE SO LITTLE TO SAY THESE DAYS; BLAH BLAH BLAH

here, a picture: